"dead. d..e..d. dead"

i went to my own funeral in a dream i had once. we all stood around my grave. but no-one was crying. you think that has something to do with why i don't fear death? or was it a manifestation of my non-fear? or am i just uneducated in or unexposed to it?

it doesn't bother me that i don't fear dying. it just makes me curious that there's something i'm missing, since most people do. although i suppose it's not something i'm in a hurry to remedy. i'm quite happy where i am.

if that's not my greatest fear, what is?