can't sleep

not sure why i'm writing in this.

i've been awake for 2 hours already.

s&t are in england. i miss them.
mr. hurricane is in ukraine. i miss him.
j's here though. that's really nice. looking forward to more of that.

moving in feb. looking forward to that. feel like things are on hold til that happens.

and i might want a cat.

NUDE GATHERING

how cool is this? massive nude gathering in australia for photo shoot as part of sydney's gay and lesbian mardi gras last month...

PAINTER OF BODIES

check this out. this artist poses humans, paints them, then photographs. really cool mix of media!
link: http://www.poppysebire.com/artists/Boo_Ritson.htm

tweedle dee tweedle dum

i won't ever use a picture of me and my significant other as my profile photo. for anything. including facebook.

it's not because i'm not extremely proud of who my boyfriend is, and how handsome he is. it's just that those that DO use couple photos for their profile photos are literally defining themselves with regards to who they're with.

and i think blu would agree when i say people should be stable, and proud, and individual, on their own.

perhaps i'm reading too much into those photos. but something about them deeply bugs me.

cave of wonders

new massive attack album - excellent. will be purchased upon release

caffeine-free

i'm going to quit caffeine. not cold-turkey, of course.
but, i think i'd like to stop drinking sugary viso every day just for a little extra energy. and i hate coffee. won't drink fake-sugar...

so...gonna stick with the gym, and hope the healthy food i'm eating gives me energy at the required 2:30pm slump in the day.

wish me luck.

hot my cocoa

what is it about hot cocoa, when you drink too big a drink, that wasn't properly cooled... and it's so SLLLLOOOOOOOWWWWW going down your throat, and hot and panicky? it's much worse than coffee.... i don't think i'm gonna do that again...

patience, young grasshopper, patience.

-r

to do

drink more water
buy more music
eat fewer chocolates and more fruit

momentary lapse of reason

NOBODY at work wants me to be able to listen to my floyd. nobody.

a momentary lapse of reason should be listened to all the way through. with as few interruptions as possible. and i can't seem to do that right now.

and it's bugging me.

can they put chiro appts in a pill? i want more

had my very first chiropractic appointment this morning.

and i'm hooked.

he actually said he didn't wanna see me back. cause, i had pain in my neck. and he cracked it. and the pain is gone. and he taught me about spines. and how my short right arm affects mine (i have slight slight scoliosis, spine curves to right, to compensate for shorter arm) and he showed me how to hold my head right. and how to sit correctly (which i already do... got a gold star for that one) and how to stretch my neck, and how to use the right pillow for each back and side sleeping, and he was older, professional, clean, with an earring. very hip dude.
but not a washed up, dried out, old hippie. :)

very knowledgeable... loved it.

i kinda wanna injure my neck again just to go back.

it was THAT good.

dreamland on titanic

so... had a dream last night that Blu and i were part of the hosting party of this huge cruise ship... and someone discovered a bomb (pretty sure this comes from my fifth element obsession)... and i have to find blu to make sure he's safe. so i go searching. meanwhile, they're serving pizza on the top deck... with wedding cake. so i go steal some pieces of each for blu, hide em so no one else eats em, then continue the search.

the ship morphs into an amusement park, where there's a haunted house section, of scarecrows in the corn, and cows in the hay. and they jump out at you. so i'm looking for blu, and i see him on the back porch, so i go through the house, and he's in the haystack by the time i reach him, and he's jumping up and down on a trampoline tightrope thingy.

and he sprains his ankle. so i bring him some pizza. and he's happy.

the end.